New Year's Resolutions.

Another eleven days and it'll be another year, 2010!

Some may not believe in making New Year's Resolutions but I am one of those who actually list down what to do and what NOT to do for the year. I basically will list down all my goals and all the habits that I need to kick out from my life months before 1st January. It makes me feel more organized and for some reason, clean. Don't ask, my definition of clean can be a bit weird sometimes.

Anyway, I am not going to lie, even though I make New Year's Resolutions every single year, I do break them. Some nearly the end of the year and there are some just a week after throwing those colorful confetti into the air and screaming 'Happy New Year!'. But I do try my hardest to keep them, I just can't help it that sometimes the other side of me is pushing the good side of me out of me!

Here's the list of my 2010 Resolutions!

1. Eat healthily.
2. Drink less.
3. Exercise more.
4. Stop abusing laxatives.
5. Stop taking diet pills.

6. Be a better daughter and sister.
7. Try to study regularly and NOT skip any classes.
8. Stop lazying around and acting immature and think about the future more.
9. No fun buddies and try to have a serious relationship with someone.
10. Try to solve all the issues and the issues' issues.

Phew! This year's resolutions are the toughest. Especially number 8, 9 and 10. But I guess we need to face our inner demons before we can move forward and enjoy life.

And in 2010, hopefully, I'll be entering another chapter in my life so I need to start being more mature, independent and not do anything impulsive. My impulsiveness is the one which always get me into trouble!

So, everyone, start listing down YOUR resolutions! You'll feel happier and more productive if you think of your goals for the new year.

Cheers to a new year and another chance for us to get it right!

Get Over It.

Okay, so we had a fling, a few times of having fun.

That doesn't make us a couple and that doesn't make you my boyfriend and that doesn't make ME your girlfriend.

So please, stop texting me, stop calling me, stop drunk dialing me, stop talking about me and just get over the whole 'us' thing.

We had a deal, an agreement so don't go and ruin everything just because you feel 'something'. I don't trust you. Why should I when I know you inside out? Sure, I like you as a 'buddy' but as a person, no way.

Tell me, do you honestly think that I will be serious with someone who doesn't care about his future, who has one night stands and brags about it, who goes to clubs every night and just so cheap with his body?

I will never ever consider you to be anything more than a buddy. Full stop.

Call me a bitch, I don't mind. I never lie to you, I told you straight before we did anything that I'm not interested in having a relationship and I don't want any commitments.

So please stop bothering me. I seriously find you disgusting and I am just so sick of this whole thing. I tried to be nice since well, we are buddies but my patience is running thin. I hardly get mad, hardly get pissed off but darling, you're pushing my limit.

So stop it, and just get over it.

New Hair Do.

This is what I always do when I'm on holiday, get a new hair do!



Last picture before chopping off my curly locks.



The picture after!


What do you think? What do you think?

You are irritating me. Stop obsessing okay?

Exam Updates!

Okay, been a while since I last updated here!

Nothing much happened these few days, just that I'm freaking out over exams. Will be sitting for three papers this December which are ;

F4 - Corporate and Business Law ( 05th December )
F5 - Performance Management ( 04th December )
F6 - Malaysia Taxation ( 14th December )

So far, haven't finished studying or revising yet, I don't know why am I so lazy this semester! Must be the weather, always raining and just made it oh-so-comfortable to stay in bed all day long.

Worldwide passing rates for those three papers are also, ugh, not very high! But at least the rates are higher than two sitting ago. I swear, I'm super scared for F5 paper. I don't really like Performance Management but it seems that the paper likes me since that was my highest paper last semester. Anyway, here's the worldwide passing rates for those three papers ;

F4 - Corporate and Business Law ( 43% )
F5 - Performance Management ( 41% )
F6 - Malaysia Taxation ( 61% )


The passing rate for F5 used to be 28% which scared the hell out of me! This nice guy I met in F5 revision class told me that Taxation paper is the easiest since as long as you do all the past year questions, you'll be alright. Phew, I hope so since my parents will kill and chop my head off if I fail, well, not chop the head but the killing? Yes!

Plus, I don't want to fail any papers! Haven't failed anything since Primary One and I don't want to start now! I know Tony Fernandes failed some papers when he sat for his ACCA exams but well, he's different.

Anyway, just wish me luck alright? I don't believe in luck but oh well, what else can you say to me other than 'Good Luck'?

Choco Cake.

I woke up around 8 something this morning and made this,

Triumph and Disaster.

Thought about this while taking a break from studying Company Law. I still don't get it why is there a need to sit for Law paper when you're doing Accountancy.

Anyway, I realized that happiness doesn't just drop from you like an apple from a tree. It actually trickles away silently, evaporating over the days, months and years.

Until one day, like today, you feel a strange hallowness, just emptiness inside. You glanced around your room and it finally hits you, despite everything, despite your achievements and glorious stuffs, you have nothing worth remembering.

Sure, when all those happened, you felt like you're on top of the world, the Queen of the world but hey, Triumph and Disasters are imposters. A week after that, you barely can't even remember how you felt!

I know I'm not making any sense, but well, this is MY blog and I guess I'm allowed to say basically anything I want.

Sarcasm helps keep you from telling people what you really think of them.

Gran mother.

As you guys and girls know, my gran mother is not feeling really well, scratch that, she's sick. It's quite saddening for me because a day before she was hospitalized, she came to my place and behaved like her old self, then WHAM, the day after, she looked real lethargic and bad, like someone sucked the life out of her.

When she was hospitalized with high blood pressure and low blood pellets, I thought she'll be fine after a few days, but no, her condition worsen. She got a stroke, a mild one at first but I don't think it's mild anymore since she barely can't move and can't talk. It's really really really sad because I always saw her moving around and so active when I went to her place and suddenly, she can't move, it's really a shocking and saddening sight.

This shows that anything can happen anytime.

We just need to be grateful for our lives and stop complaining.

Bad Romance

Fell in love with the song ever since I heard it for the first time
Especially the middle French part :)

I have a crush on someone that I shouldn't even be thinking of.

Kiss While Your Lips Are Still Red.

I LOVE THIS SONG!

Obsession.

Okay. The word Obsession. It is a very popular word. I mean, hello, even Mariah Carey sings about it. We all know that she is singing about Eminem though. And yes, even Beyonce acted in a movie titled Obsession. And Frankie J has a song about that too. Well, the list goes on and on.

Anyway, my point is, yes, I do have a point! You cannot be too obsessed with someone. Even if the person is your significant other. Obsession leads to destruction. That is my opinion. Just imagine, when you are obsessed with a certain someone, you will make her/his life miserable since obsessed people are normally psychotic. Get it?

I have a problem with people who are obsessed with a certain someone. If you're my boyfriend, then it is well, quite acceptable but when you are a nobody in my life, then I find it irritating and annoying like hell. Not to mention, when I don't even like you as a person, then I'll feel disgusted.

I always tell myself this when I began to obsess with a certain someone.

It is better to have an obsession with yourself.

Azue Is A Good Girl

Aelly asked me what's up with all the posts and whether I'm still not over ahem, IT.

Well, I just want to give her this!







Babe, I just can't help it!
Once you've scratched the itch, ahem, three times, you want MORE.
YOU NEED MORE!!!


HAHA!

I Wanna Do Bad Things With You

But before the night is through
I wanna do bad things with you



This reminds me of ...

It's not his friendship I miss, it's HIM

You spin spin spin Me

Love the song
Love Chuck Bass

Diet Diet Diet

Arghhhhh, the thing I hate the most, DIETING!

But I guess I need to. I am not happy with my figure at all, especially the tummy and thighs area. EW! When I compared mine to those models/actresses/singers, I felt like killing myself. How come theirs can be THAT small and flat while mine is totally the opposite? I know I know, they have personal trainers/chefs/dieticians, but still, other 'normal' girls are so thin and slim. I am so jealous.

Anyway, I don't think I can live being flabby and gruesome like this. I have no confidence with myself when I feel fat.

Sooooo, I am going on a super dooper diet starting tomorrow. Practically spend a lot of money for diet pills, food supplement, slimming cream and even jamu! Yes, I am that desperate. I am even thinking of joining a gym and work out regularly. There's this cute new gym just 5 minutes from my home and I feel like I can make time to go there.

My target is to lose at least 8 kgs before December.

Meet Me at The Hotel Room

The girls and the outfits are HOT!

Enjoy the sexy song :)